I haven’t been on in awhile. Maybe because tumblr is a trigger for me. California has deffanitly became a trigger. I can’t wait to be back home in the comfort of my friends arms, i even miss my mom. Did i mention i may move back in with her, i love her alot and i just want her to change the ways she had. she seems to have changed a lot. My weight, well, fuck that. I’m so disgusted with myself. everyone says it looks like i’ve lost weight. but theres no way for me to know, i refuse to get on a scale. Too bad i have to get a physical and get on the scale. YAY TRIGGERS! Well, i hope everyone is doing better than me. have an amazing day
