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My very weird thoughts.
I have been struggling for awhile with a few things that i wish to get off my chest.
As i have said before, my mother is struggling with mental illness. I can not decide if i should just cut her out of my life or keep trying to be the best daughter i know how to be and deal with her constant ups and downs. It can be very draining, and quite honestly it can really depress me.
Another thought that crosses my mind is the fact that i will be away from the people i love next year as i leave for college. I am really struggling with the fact that i wont see my boyfriend all that often and especially not seeing my spirtual family. i know my boyfriend and my family will always be there for me, but being apart from them is going to be very hard.
Lastly, i think i am most annoyed with change. i am noticing things about my life that have changed drastically and will change drastically. I know life is about change and stuff, but i am just not feeling like they are making my life any easier.
So if you read this and feel compelled please pray for guidance in my life, so that i can finally feel at peace.
Love your ginger that does not steal souls,
Taylor.
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